I've had a really crazy emotional rollercoaster ride this week. Basically, at the start of September my girlfriend moved to Glasgow to uni. 3 weeks later I'm through visiting and she tells me she wants to end it cause she doesn't feel the same. We talk, we both say alot of things, we're both honest with each other and we talk it out and we stay together. Anyway, another 3 weeks later - last weekend - she comes through to see me. I see her for a bit on friday and everything is fine, everything's normal. Then on Sunday I get a letter from her telling me she doesn't feel the same and that I blackmailed her into staying the relationship with some of the things I said to her, about my life and how for the past year I've been struggling with depression but she really got me through it and she felt as if that was me forcing her to do something. So natrually I'm upset and ****** off. I e-mail her, she e-mails back...I e-mail again etc etc and she just says she doesn't feel the same anymore. So ok, we split up. We were together almost 3 years and I was really down last week. So my team mates at rugby take me out to a couple of party's to get my mind of things. So on Saturday night, i'm at one of the guy's girlfriends birthdays. I get chatting to this girl, and one thing led to another and we ended upstairs. Anyway, she asks for my number, i give it to her and get hers. We'd been texting each other and speak on msn yesterday and today and I get along really well with her. So I decided to see if she fancies going out sometime and she was keen for it aswell so we're going out friday for a couple of drinks. She's a good laugh, pretty hot and she was keen to see me again (she actually said she thought I wouldn't call her in the morn cause it's happened before to her a couple of times). So it'll be fun. this time last week I was really down about everything, I just felt quite bad. Wasn't untill my game on Saturday I started to look forward. I spoke to my ex on Friday and then I knew it was definatley over. I'd spent most of the week down about it, grieving if you will even, but I had a really good game on Saturday and scored. Went out to this party and had a good time and met this girl. So my I'm alot more postive now, I'm looking forward to things in life a bit. I know it's just a date, and I play things as the come, but might aswell just enjoy myself. Your whole outlook on life can just change in a couple days if you just have a good laugh and relax. Only downside is, her name is right next to my ex's on my phone....so i need to be careful with some of the texts...that could be embarrasing.